First off, I'll post something that I finished rather recently. For this one, the original idea was someone who puts themself into a coma, waiting for the day they're needed. And that was literally it. I had no idea what to do with it because I wanted to develop it into a novel. But then I, quite recently, read a collection of short stories titled Bone Diamond by a very good writer named Michael John Grist. This book completely changed my view on short stories and inspired me to err a little farther away from full length novels and come back to my roots in short stories with a new, fresh style. I absolutely recommend reading his work and visiting his blog at: http://www.michaeljohngrist.com
Now, without further stalling for the ninjas to close in on your house, this is:
Watcher
Now, without further stalling for the ninjas to close in on your house, this is:
Watcher
Blue sky.
Silver water. Stretching away for
eternity, cool, glistening, soft around his ankles.
Her. Next to him. Gold hair soft as
silk. Red lips like warm fire on pale sand.
He leaned in, reaching for a kiss.
Their lips touched and...
He woke.
His eyes were met by gloom tinged with
the color of the ocean, the space around his bed partly lit from
above by star-shaped clusters of the deep blue pseudo-glass known as
Resin. The Resin glowed from deep within, a steady illumination that
signaled that his emergence was premature. He could tell from the
cotton swaddling his mind that he was only early by a few hours. Or a
few years. To someone like him, the difference was negligible. He was
tempted to get up, to wake fully rather than go back into the dreams
and be forced to remember her. But he slipped back under anyway. Back
into the dreams he had once loved, but had come to hate.
Their lips touched and they held there
for a few seconds. It was sweet, innocent. His hand found hers as she
pulled away, him pursuing her. She let him follow for another kiss.
An “I love you” kiss, a “Last one” kiss. A “Goodbye”.
He woke with tears in his eyes and his
mouth open to call her name. He stretched his hand tiredly toward the
Resin-studded ceiling, trying to catch the stars, which were now
blinking in distress. A voice echoed from the next room.
“Wake, Watcher. There is work for you
to do.”
“Coming, Mosrael.” The Watcher
called back. He swung his legs from under the bedsheet, shooing the
cobwebs from his brain with practiced ease. It took him less than a
minute to dress and pick up his Tuning Rod, the staff tipped with a
glob of Resin.
“How long, Waker?” He asked as he
crossed the threshold. Already he could feel time squirming against
his skin, the hairs on his neck standing on end as he crossed the
blue-edged doorway that kept the energy of the Clock from frying his
eyeballs as he slept.
“Not long. The Worms of Eternity have
begun writhing, eating at the woodwork and gnawing at the strings.
The pendulums have slowed so that a second is as long as a minute.
The Clock must be rewound or even the mortals will notice soon.”
“I see.” He finished pulling on his
vest. He paused for a second, trying to fight away the ever-present
thoughts of her. Mosrael, the dark haired man with the pocket-watch
that told true-time and who served as the Waker, could tell that the
old loss was being particularly felt this century.
The Waker took on a rare sympathetic
tone. “Cheer up Jasth. Remember, the Resin reacts to your emotions.
We've lost half our numbers already. I'd hate to lose another just
because Lillith's on your mind.”
“I know, Waker. Where am I going?”
“The door is tuned. You will only
have to walk a mile. Any closer and the energy will break the doorway
and bake your brain.”
“I know, Waker.” Jasth repeated. He
crossed to the door that he knew led nowhere. He opened it. A mortal
would have been shocked to see it open into nothing. An eternal
darkness spread to every horizon, their room appearing to float in
the air. He turned back for a second. “I'm off.”
He stepped into the darkness and fell
away from the room. It rapidly became a pinprick in the darkness,
then was gone altogether. He closed his eyes, covering the black with
the backs of his eyelids.
When he opened them again, he was
standing upright. All around, wood stretched up and out, walls to
infinity. He had been deposited near the center this time. The floor
broke in wells and rose in stairs seemingly at random. There, to his
left, a pillar that dwarfed the largest mountain any mortal had ever
seen. It stretched so high that he couldn't see the top. Its surface
was pitted with myriad caves and steppes. Inside these pits, the
Worms toiled at their life's work.
They were not insects as their name
suggested. No, they were men, or at least, humanoid. They were
dressed smartly in well-to-do pajamas, nightshirt in color of choice
and comfortable trousers to match. Some, Lieutenants mostly, carried
candlesticks tipped with flames of Kindling, the fiery counterpart of
Resin and the weapon of choice for both eating into the Clock and
eating into a Watcher's chest.
Jasth bent his creaky knees and began
walking. A Worm attacked him only once, trying to pierce him with a
sharpened umbrella, but a rapid twirling of his staff and a quick
burst of anger drew a blast of energy from the glob of Resin and set
the fool aflame. After that, his journey passed quietly.
It happened as he neared the pillar.
Someone stepped from around a stairwell, hands raised. He pointed the
staff at them and the Resin glowed like flame. But just before he
blasted them into nothingness, two things happened.
One, he noticed who it was. His Tuning
Rod dropped from his hands and he dropped to his knees.
Second, they, she
called out. Silk-soft hair like gold. Lips red as warm fire on pale
sand.
“Jasth!” She,
Lillith, the impossibility, ran towards him. She hugged his head,
whispering sweet things into his ears.
“H...H...” He
forced the word out. “How?” His hands rose in stutters, afraid to
touch her.
“How? You didn't
believe them, did you?” She asked, getting to her knees and kissing
him on the mouth. His eyes closed with sad bliss, then she broke
away. “You didn't believe I was dead, did you?”
He didn't reply. He
was reduced to hugging her, unable to move past what was happening.
“Oh,
Jasth!” She sat down in front of him, holding his hand tight. He
just looked at her dimly. “Do you remember Chooser? That
funny old man with the black-fire cane? Who walked into our village
and asked for me? And do you remember trying to fight him away so
that he couldn't take me? You walked after us for miles, with a
broken leg, until finally he took you too.” She smiled, tears in
her eyes. The sight drew tears running down his own face.
“I... I did.” He said, his voice
wound tight as a gearspring. The words seemed like they were trying
to escape him, but he refused to let them free, as if they would
break the world, send her away and leave him alone again.
“God, it's been so long.” She was
weeping now. “I should have fought them more, so that we couldn't
be Watchers. It wasn't worth it, to dream but to never see you, to
never have you in my arms.”
“There was nothing you could do.”
Jasth admonished her. He got to his feet, swaying until he set his
staff-end against the ground to hold him steady. “Nothing either of
us could do.”
“Maybe you're right.” She said,
standing so she could continue holding him. Her tears began to stain
his vest. “I love you.”
“I know.” Finally the Watcher
seemed to loosen. He laid a hand against her back, hugging her into
him. “I know.”
Then, with a sound like a clap of
thunder, the Resin discharged and a bolt of energy sank into her
belly just above her navel. She was torn violently away from him,
thrown against the ground as smoke rose into the air, from her
stomach and from the staff in his hand.
He fell with her, lying next to her,
searching for her hand, but unable to find it. The sight of her eyes
accusing him was the most heart breaking thing he had ever seen. Even
more than the sight of her body when they brought it to him three
thousand years before.
“Why?” She asked as she began to
fade away.
“Because you aren't real.” He tried
to say. But all that came out was a sob. “I... I saw the body. I
touched it. You aren't real.”
The last bit of her whisped away as if
blown by an impossible wind. He followed it with his eyes as if it
were life itself. Then it was gone, and so was his heart. He screamed
as tears wetted the woodwork beneath his down-turned face. Pain
greater than anything they had managed to inflict during training
filled him.
But he was not left to grieve. “Well,
I was hoping she would occupy you for longer. At least long enough to
slip my blade between your ribs.”
Jasth's sobs began to recede. His
sadness faded, replaced with anger, with fury at the person who had
taunted him with this vision of paradise. His voice was as cold as
the ice on a sunless planet, hard as steel. “Castidiel.”
“Oh, you know me.”
“No.” Jasth began to get to his
feet. His movements were dangerous, filled with an unholy intent.
“But there's no one else it can be. Fifty-eight Captains there were
when the Clock was first geared and wound. I have killed twenty-two
myself. Thirty-five others have likewise died. You're all that's
left.”
He turned to face the wretched Worm. He
was dressed impeccably in a two piece suit, black and white with a
gold watch-chain stretching from one fore-pocket to the other. A
blade of bright red glass shone like cold-fire in his hand. The
Worm's black hair was slicked and gelled back away from his forehead.
“How.” Jasth didn't trust himself
to say more.
“It was luck, sheer luck.” The
demon boasted. “There I am boring into the Clock, when what do I
come across but a knot in the woodwork? And what should be in the
knot but a cluster of minutes caught as the Clock was growing, oh so
long ago? And do you know what these minutes pictured?”
“Her.”
“Yes! The dame! The foolish Watcher
my brother killed thousands of years ago! And do you know who was
with her?”
“I was.”
“Yes! It was simple to make the
connection. And then it was simple to create her from Kindling. And
then it was simple to wait until they sent you. For a thousand years
I've bided time against the wrong Watchers, until now. Now I have the
one, the one who's massacred us for thirty-thousand years. And now,
I'll kill you, and we Worms will finally have the moment. The moment
when time has stopped altogether, and we can revel in the bliss of
eternal silence. Eternal slumb- Hack!”
“No.” Was all Jasth said as he
twisted the staff-blade in the Worm's stomach. He jerked it up,
slicing through flesh, eyes blazing as the hated Castidiel gagged on
blood. He leaned in close, spitting as he hissed, enjoying the way
the Worm's eyes went white with terror. “Did you know? Did you know
that she had been dead for a thousand years before I woke and found
out she had been killed? Do you know what it's like, knowing she was
gone for a millenia before I even got to grieve?”
“Fifty-seven have fallen before you.
You are the last. And now there are none.” The Resin glowed hot, so
bright with anger that it turned crimson. Blood splattered all
around, a spreading stain that sank into the wood, dying it red, red
for anger, for hate, for love. The Worm screamed in agony
before, after a long yet all too short few seconds, he fell silent
aside from the crackle of his charred skin.
The world was still as the anger
drained from Jasth, letting back in the sorrow. He looked up at the
ceiling a thousand miles above as his eyes widened, the emotions
flooding him. He felt as if he was drowning. The loss that had been
healing was now as fresh as the day they brought him her body. He
threw himself onto his hands and knees, racked with sobs. An inhuman
sound rose from him, containing love and anguish and grief and pain
larger than the Clock itself. His chest heaved and he retched, his
anciently empty stomach trying to turn itself inside out. Unable to
go on, he smashed his staff into the ground, cracking the unbreakable
Resin. The glow blinked, faded, but surrounded him all the same.
Soon the world was nothing but blue,
and then he was gone from the world.
He sailed in through the door,
sprinting past the Waker. Mosrael called after him. “Why are you
back!? The Clock has not yet been rewound! You must go back and wind
it!”
“No!” Jasth screamed. “Wake
Beller!”
He exploded into the bedroom. He now
craved the sleep he had hated before. He needed to dream, to be with
her forever. If she only truly existed in those sleepy visions, then
he wished they would never end. As he threw himself back into his
bed, already he was forcing himself to sleep.
And so he slipped back under. Back into
the glorious dreams.
© 2014 Havin King
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